I did not take the decision to go down the self-publishing route lightly. After trying and failing to get the attention of literary agents through my many cover letters, Humebeasts still could not find a home in the traditional publishing houses. While attending the London Book fair in 2022, I actively began to search for alternative publishing methods. I had come across a book series written by David Gaughran that detailed how to self-publish one’s novels. I found it an incredibly useful tool to have. Yet, I was still hesitant to go for that route, as I was unconvinced that my book was ready for publication, even in self-pub form.
Later that year, one of my friends told me it was high time to stop waiting around. After all, it was around 2011 that I first began writing Humebeasts (with a few pauses here and there), and the book was just sitting there, waiting to be seen by people. She told me I had to get it published by next autumn, a year later, no more no less.
Then in early 2023, my grandmother passed away. It was the shock I needed to actually create and finish something in my life for everyone to see. And so for the next six months I was hard at work both researching the tools I needed to get my book out there, + giving my manuscript a rigorous, thorough edit.
This was when I made my few first mistakes.
It wasn’t just a question of opening an account on Kindle Direct Publishing and uploading my manuscript. There were many other factors I had to consider in order to be successful. I had not just chosen KDP, but also Draft2Digital, a relatively new self-pub platform that branched out to many online bookstores such as Apple, Kobo, Barnes and Nobel and Smashwords. Although the business site would branch out to many other outlets and sell to more stores, it also presented the problem of not being able to sell to Kindle Unlimited, where people who subscribed to it could get endless E-books for free. As their policy dictates that I wasn’t allowed to sell my book anywhere else.
The second mistake was not exploring my resources for a decent copy editor. I hired the “editor” on the website Fiverr, where I also hired people for the cover of the book, beta readers, promotional videos and character designs. This person not only clearly did not speak English, but also left many, many errors unchecked in the manuscript, that I had to correct myself.
When the book was finally published, after creating both the accounts on Draft2Digital and Kindle Direct Publishing, I was ecstatic. I was also hard at work on the promotional side of the publication. I had to do it all. And I had to do it well. But in the end, it was the word of mouth that got the most sales out of the book.
It wasn’t until September that my mother informed me that there were typos in the manuscript. I was mortified. People had read the book with all the typos on all these celebrated apps. I went back and tried to correct the manuscript as much as I could, with my mother’s help. And I decided to publish it on paperback by October 2023, setting myself a deadline. While I was in Fribourg for an Irish Literary festival, I discovered to my horror that the back of the book cover, from the designer that created the front cover, was incompatable with the margins of the paperback version, due to the position of the barcode. With a heavy heart, I abandoned the back cover (which can be seen on my Facebook page) and opted for a simple black background with the blurb, author bio and my picture.
Along the way, due to my naivety and my unrelenting enthusiasm to share my hard-gotten work to the world, I had been a victim of scammers targeting new authors. They were by social media users who promised to feature me on podcasts, interviews and magazines - that that never came into fruition. To learn more about this, check out the blog Writer Beware.
The second time I published Humebeasts, I set up a more elaborate promotion schedule. Two interviews, plus a few videos and several social media posts.
My ability to sell myself, as well as marketing, are unfortunately skills that I not only had to learn myself, but have severe lack of experience with. Some folks are naturally very good at it. They thrive off putting themselves out there, selling their brand with vigerous joy, complete with cool puns, heartfelt reels and deep passion for the subjects they have written about.
I’m sadly not one of them.
Of course writing passionately and letting everyone know about it is something that I absolutely love doing and that I’ll never stop doing.
Having my work to show everyone gives me more satisfaction and confidence that I could actually do this and not stop. Although I do have a few regrets as to how I went about the editing and subsequent promotion of Humebeasts after I first published it in June 2023, I'm incredibly proud and happy with the work that I have achieved. Despite it not doing well in the sales at all since its publication, it is still out there for fans of science-fiction, YA and music novels out there.
I am now hard at work on my new novel, in a completely different genre, currently titled Of Sapphires and Moonlight. During the Jericho London Writing Festival, I met up for a total of ten minutes with a literary agent called Kemi Ogunsanwo, who was well versed in both science fiction and fantasy. She informed me that my voice was strong and worth paying attention to. It gave me the confidence to focus solely on this particular novel, and also made me realise that this would challenge me more as a writer. Despite still aiming for a YA audience, I want to make this new novel more mature, sexy, violent and epic.
I also went to another Faber Academy course in August in London this year. Which was really inspiring and informative on both the subject of writing the lives of women, and also discovering new and exciting voices of female writers. The tutor of the course told us that the most important aspect of writing was not in trying to make it perfect, but to rewrite, brainstorm and try different ways to tell the story that you want.
If there's one thing for certain, is that writers don't just write. They re-write. And they do it again and again, without making it perfect, but simply the best story they can try to present.
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